I can remember my first "rubbe moment". It was when I was about 3. I was daytime dry and only had diapers and rubber panties put on me for bed. We had regular visits by my Auntie Brenda and my 10 year old cousin Geraldine, who I used to call "Gerideedee". I had a huge crush on Gerideedee. I loved the way she smelled, the way her hair felt and smelled, the sound of her voice and the way she would pick me up and sit me on her lap. Mommy would get me ready for bed right after supper. She would diaper me and put my little babydoll nightgown on me so that when Auntei Bren came over, I was ready for bed. When I would sit on Gerideedee's lap she would put her hand under me to make it easy to hold me and since my nightdress was very short, her hand was on my panties and when she moved her hand or I moved or fidgeted on her lap, I loved the way my diaper felt on my chastity area and between my legs. So I loved Geraldine to just pieces.

One night Auntie Bren came over a bit early and Mommy was just starting to dress me for bed. She left me to let Auntie Bren and Geraldine in and then came back and rather than completely diapering me she said that she would finish later. She put my babydoll on me, put some powder inside the semi-clear rubber panties and put them on me and said "I do not want to put the rubber panties on you without the diaper because it may give you feelings, but it will only be for a little while and the powder will keep them from sticking". I liked holding rubber panties but I disliked the material on me a little. Well, I went and sat on Geraldine's lap. As usual she put her hand under me but when I started to move around, the panties bothered me with a kind of dry sliminess that was tickley. I did not say anything becuase I loved Gerideedee burstingly. After awhile I noticed a horrible feeling between my legs, my body started shaking so that I fell off her lap and I wet. I was so involved with the rubber feeling between my legs that I did not feel that I had fallen but I was screaming and wetting and my body was jumping and wriggling around by itself. then they were yelling at Gerideedee, Then they took her panties off, put rubber ones on her, laid her on a rubber sheet and got under her skirts and gave her what I had gotten. I was so affected by this that I could nover stand being next to Gerideedee after that. And when I was called "Bridget" or "Bridget Alicia" it made me think of that feeling in a creepy kind of way and I hated my name, I became fully aware of that when I was 5.

When I was almost 6, my Aunt Dora and Cousin Debbie came over one day, Debbie was going on 4 and still in diapers. Mama and Aunt Dora were down in the basement and I used to love to tease Debbie about being still in rubber panties. Well, while the two grownups were gone, Ijust could not resist a feel as Auntie Dora and Debbie had been here for a long time and I kept seeing those pink panties for soooo long that it was getting to me. So, I pushed Debbie on her back and get her dress up and started rubbing between her legs and saying "Baby Debbie". Mostly what I remember after that was being put on a rubber sheet, my pnaites taken off and rubber ones put on and the rubber feeling, crying and wetting and Mommy and Dora saying "baby Bridget Alicia".

When I was 7 I found out about the rubber diaper. My cousin Brianne lived with my two aunts, Lucette and Rochelle. Well, I was staying with them fo a while from Christmas to the summer. Brianne was five and when we went on long trips and at night, she still needed diapers and rubber panties. I loved to watch them getting her diapered. One day my aunts took Brianne to the nurse to see what was wrong with her, the nurse looked her over and said that there was nothing wrong and said that they should put a rubber diaper under her baby one. Auntlie Lucette asked "what will that do"? and the nurse said "Well, she wore dipaers when she was a baby and it was all right to wet. When you put diapers on her now, the way they feel on her and between her legs is like giving her permsission to wet. If you put the rubber diaper under the baby diaper that is what she will feel instead of the nice cloth. she will not like that, Be sure to put baby powder and NO baby oil under the rubber diaper so it will not stick" Then she showed my aunts the rubber diaper with the holes like we use here and continued talking. "She will have to wake up and get out of bed to wet and she may not the first few times so put her between two rubber sheets at night. When you go on trips you can play the 'hold it' game. Have her tell you when she starts to fell like she has to wet and tell her to hold it for 5 minutes then let her go in her diaper, then when she has that down, make it ten, then fifteen and so on. Tell her that if she feels that she really MUST go to tell you that she cannot hold it and let her go. If she goes without permission then you have rubber between her legs already so just rub her there until she gets feelings That is a very good way to punish her. Since she will not like the feeling of the rubber on her chastity area and where she wets, she will do all she can to learn to be dry" Then the Nurse ecplained how rubber diapers help keep the wet away from you and helps you stay drieer longer so Brianne has no reason to complain about it. In two months Brianne was out of diaper entirely, but those were the best two months of my childhood, My aunts would let me watch them diaper her and it was quite a scene with Brianne struggling to keep the rubber from being put on her chastity area. Too bad that only lasted two months. I LOVED watching that circus with Brianne wriglling and crying and the rubber going right between her legs. I also got to watch Brianne get chastized and that was Paradise :Giggle: There was a small bad side to it as, a couple of times, I became the recipient of my aunts' tender ministrations as well Ugh!

Also I am not on speaking terms with Geraldine and Debbie, and Brianne despises me (but it was still fun to see).

When I was not quite 9, I met Sandra. We were just sooo much alike, we loved zinnias and butterscotch, loved to punish our dollies with rubber and give them a good feeling up and hated having rubber on our bodies, so it was love at first sight. I did all in my power to bring our mommies together and finally did. This led to Sandra coming to spend the night. Her mother got me a nightgown like hers that I just adored and dressed us both for bed. When she did, she said "I just know what you two will be doing" and took a satin covered diaper and put it between my legs folded so it was thick then some satin panties and then some clear rubber ones, I looked askance at the rubber ones and she said "I can tell by how you treat your dollies that this is what you need, do not worry, you will not feel the rubber a bit, but Sandra will" and put them on me over the satin they were a bit snug so they pressed the satin on my chastity area. She did the same with Sandra and we spent the night together and that was soooo scrumptious that I almost fell out of bed with the feelings that I got when Sandra rubbed me. So not everything with rubber is bad or horrilbe.

The worst ever rubber thing that I can remember being done to me was this: When I was 8-1/2, my behavior was nothing but smelly and mommy was at her wits' end. One day I came home from school and Mommy says "I am glad you are home. there is a lady I would like you to meet. She is in your room". Once there I saw this tall, gorgeous lady with pearl colored hair in which was a tiara, and sitting next to a clear thing that looked like a bag with some things in it. She said "Hello Bridget Alicia. My name is Tarilyn Marilise Andrielle. I hear you have been difficult with your Mommy". Her voice was high, clear and very feminine and she spoke with a little bit of an accent. I had heard that the Fairies were not little things like you see, but tall and with 3 names by which they are called. I curtsied and said "My Lady, it is a pleasure to meet you" hoping to distract her from her train of thought. She responded. "It will not be very shortly. I am the Rubber Lady or as you might say, 'Rubber Fairy'". Just the word "Rubber" made me want to run out of there but she already had me in her grasp and was laying me on my bed and had started to tickle me. This went on to the point where I had cried every tear in my eyes and just lay there helpless and feeling sorry for myself. Rubber Lady said. Very good, now that you have been porperly subkued and cannot hinder me. Let us see how we can make you comfortable. First let us clean your face from all those tears; you do not look properly doll-like". After that she said "Let us start with the rubber diaper", as she took my clotes of. I became very aware of the difference between being undressed and stripped and was so humilaited and embarrassed, I started to cry again.. She emptied the bag and soon I was diapered like Brianne used to be. Then she said. "Now 3 rubber panties since you are going to be a heavy wetter". I was screaming and crying and she said "Oh come now. Do you think you are going to cry your way out of this. In a few minutes you will be ready to wet your rubber diaper. For such a brave little girl like you, some Rubber Chastizement should be nothing at all and I am sure that Gerideedee would love to see this, and maybe Debbie and Brianne would like to help after what you did to them. Besides, I am enjoying all this rubber and the fuss you are making over it.". Then the rubber panties were put on me. First a pair of snap one then two pair of pull-one all of which were so babyish I wanted to just melt away. Finally came a rubber top and short rubber babydoll dress and she said "There, that is about right. Do you know how scruptious you look? so cute and helpless. If I did not have so much to do, I would just sit here and feel you for as long as I could. Whould you not just love that, Sweetie Bridget-Alicia" then she took me off the bed and put me on the floor. She took the now empty clear bag and put it on my bed and put a long pad in it so that it ran down the center. The pad looked like the long ones that line the sides of crib and then she put me in and laid me on my side and said "In just a few minutes you will be as snug as a bug in a rug". I found that I was right, the bag was made of clear rubber. Then she said "I am sure that your dolly would like to help you be punished. She tells me you have mistreated her too" she went and got Tinalyn, my big dolly that I kept in rubber diapers and rubber panties so that I could punish here when I felt like it. She put the doll on the other side of the pad so that her lips were on mine then she felt around and said "Not quite snug enough yet" and found some rubber shetts and put themn in so that the fit was not tight but nonetheless crowded. Then she said. "We call this 'Fidget'. This is what will happen, since your Mommy told me about Cousin Gerideedee, I am sure you will understand and appreciate this so I will tell you before it happnes and you will know what is being done to you. Soon you will start wriggling around. The rubber will be all over you. Do you remember what happened with Gerideedee? Well the same thing will happen again except that you will be doing it to yourself and the feelings will be all over your little body at once and many, many times stronger. You do not seem to be very cooperative". She reached in and started to rub my nipples and they got firm and very feeling and I started to wriggle uncontrollably and kiss Tinalyn's lips Rubber Lady smiled and said "Enjoy". It was the worse thing I had ever felt. and it lasted sooo long. Also I had other feelings from this, like I had been violated in a very personal way and been reduced to being her doll.

After what she called the "wetsy" she took me out of the bag, sat me her lap with one hand under my skimpy rubber babydoll, between two of the rubbeber panties and slightley between my legs and said "in a little While you will be ready to wet your rubber diaper angain. YOu have no idea how much I am enjoying this. I would love to take you home for a day or two, but then, you would not ever like me." I was shaking and in tears "Please do not do that to me again My Lady". "You ought to have thought of this earlier; had you not been such a little harridan, this would not be happening to yu so it is your own little fault. Now you will learn what can happen to you. This one will be worse for you". Before putting me back in the rubber bag, she took a very see-though rubber sheet and powdered it and wrapped my legs in it so that now I felt rubber on all of my body and as she did this she said "your little legs looked ugly thrashing around as they did. Let us swaddle them in some nice, lovely rubber". she then put me back in the bag and took my righ arm since I was laying on my left side and said "This time, I have a special surpise for you. you have not been helpful in giving yourself the wetsy and I see from how you treat your dolly that you like to feel rubber on your hands. Well young lady, you shall do both" she then put my hand behind me between two of the rubber panties and when the feelings started again, as I wriggled I was also rubbing my bottom which made it worse and my swaddled legs and everthing made it worse and it was all werse than I could believe or imagine. As I wriggled hekplessly and knew what would happen she said. "Little Bridget Alicia, if you do not stop squirming, you shall wriggle yourself into the worst wetsy you have ever had". as the wetsy came, I not only felt the rubber and that my body was one big "flower" but that I was being raped by my doll and my clothes.

After that she took me out of the bag but kept me in rubber for the rest of the time she was there, that night she put the rubber "sleeping bag" as she called it between the top and bottom sheets and put me in it and sai "This is how you shall spend the night. If you are careful, you will not wetsy yourself again but I doubt it. I shall be staying overnight" then she and Mommy left the room. I managed to avoid wetsying myself for the night and when she came in the morning she said "Oh Bridget Alicia, I am disappointed in you, I shall have to see to this myself you arrogant little child" and she reached in, got under my babydoll and pantyrubbed me. The she and Mommy cleaned me up and changed me into my usual girl clothes and we went down to breakfast which I really did not eat. The Fairy said "I am leaving the rubber things here with your mommy to use on you and I will be back if I am needed and you know what that means. Now that your Mommy knows what to do with you,, I wonder how you would feel if she did it to you in front of your friends-or your enmmies, of which I am sure that you have a few". I thought of how that miserable Linda or Sharon would gloat and tell everyone or how I would be just humiliated to pieces if my best friend Ellen saw this or my favorite teacher, Miss Belisle. If Sandra saw me like that, I thought I would just dry up and blow away. Rubber Lady said "Oh, anyone but Sandra! Right?" She did come back a couple more times and she came over often to visti Mommy. After the third time, I decided that this would never be done to me agarin and that I would do it to bad Little Girls so I became a Rubber Nurse. I hated "Lady Rubber" until I was about 16 and was learning about and thinking of becoming a rubber nurse and she personally took charge of my studies , saying "Brij, I know we have had difficulties and as a Fairy and therefore, a person from a society far more developed than yours, it may have been wrong for me to do those things to you. Let me make it up by teaching you to be the best Rubber Nrse in the whole wide world: all right Dolly-Girl? [her pet name for me]. Oh how the rest of the world shall be jealous of you!".I got pretty surly and said "You have taught me quite enough thank you"

"Oh no I have not. Little harriden, there is far more I could teach you" and her voice said that she meant business" I am trying to offer you a lovely tiara. All I would like is a little respect. Now what shall it be? the tiara or a nice scruptious wetsy. If it is the wetsy, like the others I gave you, it will be your own fault. Now please be nice and you will see how nice I can be to you: I would like to be nice to you and have said that I am sorry for all that has happened. I would also like to 'arrange' things for you and Sandra since I know how you two feel about each other".

Now we are close friends as I am with all the Fairies I know.